Sunday, Apr. 13, 2008, 3:12 am

I just miss Ken

Mushy

I put a shirt of his on. It smells like a boy. Like Ken. It makes me feel a little less lonesome.

Ken's Mom left me a voicemail about how I was invited to dinner. It was great, and made me feel all around good about Ken and Ken's general family and general everything being pretty great today. Aside from Ken not being here, and not going to be being here for five more days.

I went out with Kyle and Laura, that was good and fun, and I enjoy all those people, and the dancing, and getting back to going out and not being drunk. That was the best part, I think, was knowing what was going on the entire time. Although still (get this) missing Ken. What a dink I am.

I got a dress today. For le wedding. It was more expensive than planned, but still worth it. I'm going to pay for part of it, which I think is a good idea, but I had a hard time negotiating how much with Mom and Dad cause they kept cutting it down. If you can believe that. What a bunch of jerks, wanting to pay for the whole thing. Really. Worst parents ever.

I miss Ken.

Man, I'm annoying.